Y does no one ever comment???

I could cry right now. I am so overwhelmed. I don't know what to do. I am not good enough for a conservatory of music, but if I went to another kind of school I don't know that I would get the best education. There are tons of people who would try to get into a conservatory and they have had years of training. I am so incredably behind, I haven't even had a year of training, and I don't know if I could catch up. It is really hard for me to focus but I really want to do this right. When I finish college, I want people to look at where I went to school and imediately recognize the name. I could really hit my head on the wall right now. I should be sending out applications right now, but I have no idea what I am doing. I need a heck of a lot of guidance. I am just so clueless.