I babble. I babble with my heart.

I just realized that there is one person in my life who knows exactly what to say to me. She seems to know exactly what is going on and knows what to say to....fix me. I can't think of any other way to describe it. She has known me my whole life. It is really amazing, she has this uncanny ability to blow me out of the water, to lift my spirits, and to make life just seem better. I have to wait for her again. I could just say something to her, but I would not know what to say. I need her wisdom. But sometimes, you just don't know where to start or what to say. I have all this stuff bottled up inside. I wear a mask. I gotten so good at wearing the mask I don't even realize that I am wearing it. Do you know how weebles wobble but they dont fall down? Well, I am the opposite. Bethany falls, and just can't muster the strength to get up.