Tight knots in the pit of my stomach.

Yeah, so those are some pics from the wedding. It was a beautiful wedding. The bride wrote words for a song and sang it to the groom and the words were written on the cake. It was just a beautiful day.
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Um, my stomach is in knots. I will be having a discussion with my "friend" tomorrow.
I don't know what the decision will be. I am not used to being the one on this side of things. I really don't know what to do. I guess I just have to wait and see. I have prayed about it. I hate jumping into things with both eyes closed and my arms and feet tied together. That is how I feel right now. I am not prepared for this, I am not ready for this. I hate not knowing.
Ugh...i'm sucha control freek!